Vent

If you have some guilt hanging around and are looking for somewhere to dump it, please don’t bring it my way.  I have more than I can manage.  Maybe all this stuff that I am going through is old news and you are ready for me to get over it – if that is the case, I hate to disappoint you.  I am coping very well (thank you very much) – actually better than I ever thought I would but sometimes, it is just hard.  It’s hard enough to take care of myself, physically, emotionally and spiritually, without the added guilt of making sure that you are getting everything you need want.

There, I feel better – I guess.  Sorry to be so cryptic but I’m not entirely into exposing the unaware.  It’s not really *that* bad around here but I guess it just feels like things have been snowballing lately.  I have more people telling me to take it easy than I have people helping me to take it easy.  It is very frustrating for me.  Sometimes I think people tell me to take it easy because it is the right thing to say but inside they are thinking it is time for me to get off my duff and do something around here.  (And in case you are wondering, my husband has been a doll and has been going *above and beyond* the call of duty)

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7 Responses to “Vent”

  1. Gem says:

    If I were there, I’d be helping you take it easy!

  2. Holly says:

    ((((HUGS)))))

  3. Monika says:

    That reminds me of people telling me to “just relax” when I was trying to get pregnant. :(

    (((((hugs)))))

    Love ya Becky!

  4. Heather says:

    I am a phone call away. I considered heading your way to help, when you got home after surgery, but something tells me that adding MY two boys in with your two boys doesn’t count as helping you. LOL! But, I might be able to swing a day or twoo kid free soon.

    You get to vent, by the way. Venting isn’t whining. (You can whine too if you want tho).

  5. vickig97 says:

    How just does one get over a life-altering health situation? I haven’t figured it out, so I’m rather relieved you haven’t either.

    Oh, Becky, do you realize how truly precious you are to so many people? You are deeply loved, greatly admired, and reverently respected. You just keep loving Jesus and your family, my dear, and turn your back on the condemnation…..for it doesn’t come from our Father.

    I Love You!!!